That's right: for almost 1/2 my life, I was a faker. I went to church, studied the bible, tithed, played in several christian bands, and even converted some people to christianity.
I was mocked, laughed at, picked on and excluded all because I said what I believed...or apparently didn't believe. I was faking it. I must have loved the abuse.
And, because I don't believe that anymore, it somehow negates 1/2 my life.
So, please, tell me I am not the only one here. Who else is a Judas?
PS: Rufus, I sympathize.
WWJD? (the J being Judas, of course)